Dear lord....

Trying to find things to write blogs about it hard. I looked on google for like writing challenges and I found a few I want to do. The first few days are like write a letter to your best friend, crush, parent, role model and things like that. Well I decided the things I wrote about to people like that are way too private and not funny at all. I, very obviously, wear my heart on my sleeve but there are things that I keep to myself....sometimes. I mean I am not going to be like,"Hey I think you're hot and I want to put my mouth on your mouth." Or "I think your baby is ugly." Though, I have said those things before openly and while still sober, and that dear friends and strangers is why I am awesome. Side note, at least 3 times while I have been writing this I have stopped writing mid-word and added a period. Example, I wrote awesome up there and at first I wrote awes. With the period and everything because as much as I am awesome I am equally retarded. And I only wrote half of retarded and added a period....GAH! Anywho, I wear my emotions on my sleeve most of the time, but when it comes to telling people how I feel, especially if its dealing with confrontation, I keep my shapely lips shut. The things it tells me to write about I decided to completely honest with myself so that's why its not on this here blog. I am going through with the challenge though its just on my other blog that I use as my journalish stuff. Though if you ask nicely I will probably let you read my brain diarrhea, I call it that because its shitty AND because I can't stop it. I am on day two right meow and I am going to write that after I write this probs, but the more time goes on I don't want to write about what its telling me to.

On a better note I am going to read a book now. And I have to move again. I am going to go read. Peace, Love and Jesus Christ everyone.