I literally have 3 half written blogs, THREE OF THEM! I can't finish them because pictures go along with it but my mudda fuggin GD computer piece of shit charger is BROKEN FOR THE FOURTH FREAKING TIME! So my sweet little laptop is SOL until I can find a new one. You guys don't understand how frustrated I am. If you are my friend on facebook you would know how badly I want to watch Hairspray and I can't because its on my stupid laptop! My life is in shambles because of this fact, I need to find a new charger before I lose my mind using my house's desktop computer that has none of the things I need. I MISS MY NETBOOK!!! Anyways that is why it has been a while since I pumped out a new blog offspring of mine. I will hopefully be back within the next week, if not send for help. I will be collapsed over the keyboard in my basement or playing Skyrim.
Wednesday, July 18, 2012
Tuesday, July 10, 2012
Aboot Moi!
I found a question thingy I wanted to answer because I love those things so freaking much.
1. Sexual Orientation: I am straight 99% of the time.
2. What I am really bad at: I am awful at drawing and trying to communicate my feelings.
3. The Person's Who's Arms I would Like to be in: Zach Braff's. Too obvious you say? Lets just say he knows and I know he knows.
4. My best first date: Jake Stevens :) We went and got coffee at 11:30 and then In and Out at midnight. It was super fun.
5. Description of my self esteem: In remission.
6. Who my best friends are: Heidi Lybbert, Stephanie Ryan, Michael Arthur and Camie Eldredge. Not to mention Liz and Mary Jones but they are more like my sisters than anything else.
7. My Favorite Book: Perks of Being a Wallflower. Makes me cry like a little bitch everytime.
8. My biggest turn offs: Slapping my butt, telling me I am "hot", and bad grammar. Bad grammar comes first.
9. Description of my best friend: Heidi = Silly, Stephie=Charles Manson, Mike=Clever, Camie= Logical.
10. My favorite animal: ARMADILLOS!!!!! I LOVE THEM!
11. Someone I miss: Mike, he's gone for another 96 days.
12. The Reason behind my last break up: Friendship was more important than us getting jealous all the time. Still one of my very best friends though.
13. What I did yesterday: Went to the doctor, came home, took a nap, wrote a blog and then fell asleep again.
14. My greatest achievements: Placing my daughter for adoption and being able to watch her grow up. Hands down best thing EVER.
15. Description of the person I dislike the most: No negativity is going to be spoken about my enemies. We have our own issues that don't need to be discussed publicly on my blog.
16. Favorite Songs right now: Little Talks by Of Monsters and Men. I LOVE IT. Also Broken Angel by Boyce Avenue.
17. How my last kiss went down: I asked him for it. He wouldn't kiss me until he went pee though which is weird. I should stop kissing weird people.
18. What I find attractive in my preferred sex: Teeth. Brown eyes are a plus too. I love pretty fingernails too. Also being tall bodes REAL well for me. But mostly if they can laugh with me about the weird stuff I say.
19. Pets I have had: I have really only have a few dogs and then my precious cat that I had for 11 years before I had to give her away. Her name was Tatum, she was a black cat that was super vocal.
20. Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: Cookies and Cream :)
21. The one place I want to be: The beach or getting coffee. Goodness how I want coffee.
22. Meanest thing someone has ever said to me: That I was selfish for choosing adoption.
23. Where I have lived before: K get ready for this. I have lived in: Long Beach, CA, Irvine,CA, Magnolia,TX, Pleasant Grove, UT, Orem, UT, Woodland Hills, UT, Provo, UT, and South Jordan, UT.
24. I'll love you if: you buy me food. Seriously. All my friends have bought me food.
25. My Future Plans: Get a Job, go to school, become an English Teacher, Get married, have a couple kids and so on. Die would be the initial plan for my life.
26. Internal Conflicts I have with myself: Smoking and Drinking are my biggest ones. Higher power is another one I have as well.
27. What I am doing tomorrow: So far, nothing. Turning in a Job application though.
28. What I want to be when I am older: An English Teacher and a Mom.
29. Most Embarrassing moment: I don't care enough to get be ashamed of the dumb things I do. My skin burns from embarrassment for a few days if I do something really stupid but after that I get over it.
30. Two Insecurities: My Stretch marks and my skin.
31. What I would do if I won the Lottery: Pay off all my debts, go to Disneyland and then save the rest.
32. Description of the boy I like: Tall, dark hair, skinny. Ya know, The usual.
33. What you love about yourself: My teeth. I love my tattoos and my eyelashes on my right eye.
34. Biggest Pet Peeves: I can't even begin to tell you what they all are. Mankind is still thriving and that is my pet peeve, humans. Can't live with 'em and I would die without them.
35. Bands I have seen: The Bravery, Depeche Mode, Aiden, HIM, Circa Survive, Billy Talent, Thursday, Rise Against, Emery, Static Lullaby, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Escape the Fate (with Ronnie), Dance Gavin Dance, Blessthefall, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Paramore, A Day to Remember, Less than Jake, All Time Low, NoFx, and Enter Shikari. Yup. Its busted alright.
36. Tattoos and Piercings: I have an infinity symbol, a star and a raven made out of the word nevermore. My nose, tongue, belly button, and ears are pierced. My ears are gauged to a 4.
37. How many kids I would like to have: 4 more. I have the one so technically it will be 5 but I want to take care of 4 kids.
38. Idea of the perfect date: Coffee, and dinner. Then talking. I am pretty easy going.
39. What I am really good at: Being annoying, I am really good at remember birthdays, middle names and faces.
40. Most Traumatic experience: Having to give away my cat. Yeah I am not kidding.
41. Where I would like to live: In Orem.
42. Nicest thing someone has ever said to me: Kind words are always appreciated, I can't think of one specific time that something knocked me off my feet with kindness.
43. Do I like where I am right now: No.
44. What can I hear right now: My fan, and my phone singing, "If It Means A Lot To You" From A Day to Remember.
45. Relationship with my siblings: Mediocre at best. I am one of those "Leave me the Hell Alone" types when it comes to people in general.
46. Biggest Worry Currently: I am always afraid I am pregnant. Even when I don't do the action I still freak out. I also worry about the end of the world, A LOT!
47. Something I have wished for repeatidly: To be able to sleep at a decent hour. It doesn't work.
48. My relationship with my parents: Mediocre like it is with my siblings. Except with my mom. I talk to her close to everyday.
49. Words that make me believe in myself: My 9th grade teacher told me that I was extremely smart and a good writer, those words have stuck with me since I was 14.
50. Something I should have said a long time ago: I love you and I wish we never broke up because you are the person I should be spending my life with. He knows that though.
51. My last text message says: "I should start going to public like this, plus a bow tie because that is the definition of cool. Also, mmmmm Jim Halpert."
52. I hate most about myself: My inability to stay organized or get anything done.
53. Turn ons: Teeth, good hygiene, a really bad sense of humor where they laugh at things that aren't funny.
54. Words that upset me the most: I am not offended by a whole lot. Except selfish. That offends me. Also Lazy.
55. What I hated most about school: Waking up early is the only thing I hated about school. I love school.
Upon reading this, I am really not that strange but I am at the same time. I probably need therapy though, that is something that is for sure.
1. Sexual Orientation: I am straight 99% of the time.
2. What I am really bad at: I am awful at drawing and trying to communicate my feelings.
3. The Person's Who's Arms I would Like to be in: Zach Braff's. Too obvious you say? Lets just say he knows and I know he knows.
4. My best first date: Jake Stevens :) We went and got coffee at 11:30 and then In and Out at midnight. It was super fun.
5. Description of my self esteem: In remission.
6. Who my best friends are: Heidi Lybbert, Stephanie Ryan, Michael Arthur and Camie Eldredge. Not to mention Liz and Mary Jones but they are more like my sisters than anything else.
7. My Favorite Book: Perks of Being a Wallflower. Makes me cry like a little bitch everytime.
8. My biggest turn offs: Slapping my butt, telling me I am "hot", and bad grammar. Bad grammar comes first.
9. Description of my best friend: Heidi = Silly, Stephie=Charles Manson, Mike=Clever, Camie= Logical.
10. My favorite animal: ARMADILLOS!!!!! I LOVE THEM!
11. Someone I miss: Mike, he's gone for another 96 days.
12. The Reason behind my last break up: Friendship was more important than us getting jealous all the time. Still one of my very best friends though.
13. What I did yesterday: Went to the doctor, came home, took a nap, wrote a blog and then fell asleep again.
14. My greatest achievements: Placing my daughter for adoption and being able to watch her grow up. Hands down best thing EVER.
15. Description of the person I dislike the most: No negativity is going to be spoken about my enemies. We have our own issues that don't need to be discussed publicly on my blog.
16. Favorite Songs right now: Little Talks by Of Monsters and Men. I LOVE IT. Also Broken Angel by Boyce Avenue.
17. How my last kiss went down: I asked him for it. He wouldn't kiss me until he went pee though which is weird. I should stop kissing weird people.
18. What I find attractive in my preferred sex: Teeth. Brown eyes are a plus too. I love pretty fingernails too. Also being tall bodes REAL well for me. But mostly if they can laugh with me about the weird stuff I say.
19. Pets I have had: I have really only have a few dogs and then my precious cat that I had for 11 years before I had to give her away. Her name was Tatum, she was a black cat that was super vocal.
20. Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: Cookies and Cream :)
21. The one place I want to be: The beach or getting coffee. Goodness how I want coffee.
22. Meanest thing someone has ever said to me: That I was selfish for choosing adoption.
23. Where I have lived before: K get ready for this. I have lived in: Long Beach, CA, Irvine,CA, Magnolia,TX, Pleasant Grove, UT, Orem, UT, Woodland Hills, UT, Provo, UT, and South Jordan, UT.
24. I'll love you if: you buy me food. Seriously. All my friends have bought me food.
25. My Future Plans: Get a Job, go to school, become an English Teacher, Get married, have a couple kids and so on. Die would be the initial plan for my life.
26. Internal Conflicts I have with myself: Smoking and Drinking are my biggest ones. Higher power is another one I have as well.
27. What I am doing tomorrow: So far, nothing. Turning in a Job application though.
28. What I want to be when I am older: An English Teacher and a Mom.
29. Most Embarrassing moment: I don't care enough to get be ashamed of the dumb things I do. My skin burns from embarrassment for a few days if I do something really stupid but after that I get over it.
30. Two Insecurities: My Stretch marks and my skin.
31. What I would do if I won the Lottery: Pay off all my debts, go to Disneyland and then save the rest.
32. Description of the boy I like: Tall, dark hair, skinny. Ya know, The usual.
33. What you love about yourself: My teeth. I love my tattoos and my eyelashes on my right eye.
34. Biggest Pet Peeves: I can't even begin to tell you what they all are. Mankind is still thriving and that is my pet peeve, humans. Can't live with 'em and I would die without them.
35. Bands I have seen: The Bravery, Depeche Mode, Aiden, HIM, Circa Survive, Billy Talent, Thursday, Rise Against, Emery, Static Lullaby, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Escape the Fate (with Ronnie), Dance Gavin Dance, Blessthefall, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Paramore, A Day to Remember, Less than Jake, All Time Low, NoFx, and Enter Shikari. Yup. Its busted alright.
36. Tattoos and Piercings: I have an infinity symbol, a star and a raven made out of the word nevermore. My nose, tongue, belly button, and ears are pierced. My ears are gauged to a 4.
37. How many kids I would like to have: 4 more. I have the one so technically it will be 5 but I want to take care of 4 kids.
38. Idea of the perfect date: Coffee, and dinner. Then talking. I am pretty easy going.
39. What I am really good at: Being annoying, I am really good at remember birthdays, middle names and faces.
40. Most Traumatic experience: Having to give away my cat. Yeah I am not kidding.
41. Where I would like to live: In Orem.
42. Nicest thing someone has ever said to me: Kind words are always appreciated, I can't think of one specific time that something knocked me off my feet with kindness.
43. Do I like where I am right now: No.
44. What can I hear right now: My fan, and my phone singing, "If It Means A Lot To You" From A Day to Remember.
45. Relationship with my siblings: Mediocre at best. I am one of those "Leave me the Hell Alone" types when it comes to people in general.
46. Biggest Worry Currently: I am always afraid I am pregnant. Even when I don't do the action I still freak out. I also worry about the end of the world, A LOT!
47. Something I have wished for repeatidly: To be able to sleep at a decent hour. It doesn't work.
48. My relationship with my parents: Mediocre like it is with my siblings. Except with my mom. I talk to her close to everyday.
49. Words that make me believe in myself: My 9th grade teacher told me that I was extremely smart and a good writer, those words have stuck with me since I was 14.
50. Something I should have said a long time ago: I love you and I wish we never broke up because you are the person I should be spending my life with. He knows that though.
51. My last text message says: "I should start going to public like this, plus a bow tie because that is the definition of cool. Also, mmmmm Jim Halpert."
52. I hate most about myself: My inability to stay organized or get anything done.
53. Turn ons: Teeth, good hygiene, a really bad sense of humor where they laugh at things that aren't funny.
54. Words that upset me the most: I am not offended by a whole lot. Except selfish. That offends me. Also Lazy.
55. What I hated most about school: Waking up early is the only thing I hated about school. I love school.
Upon reading this, I am really not that strange but I am at the same time. I probably need therapy though, that is something that is for sure.
Monday, July 9, 2012
The Tales of a Public Transportation wanderer.
I started this blog almost a year ago, my number one annoyance then was living in Spanish Fork,UT and fortunately that has changed. I now live in a populated area where people like to smoke non-filtered cigarettes and discuss the latest political controversies while sipping on their overly priced espressos. Since I smoke menthol cigarettes and drink overly priced Chai Lattes at Starbucks on a regular basis I am in heaven, though I will run in the opposite direction if politics are brought up. As a fore mentioned, I moved to South Jordan and have to drive at least 10 minutes to find the smell of poop instead of stepping outside and smelling it. The point of all that is I am too poor to buy gas to go and visit my friends in Orem or Payson, and I am lazy, I will not walk somewhere unless it is the only option I have. I used to live in Orem which is about 20 miles away from Payson, where most my friends reside and it was really annoying when I wanted to get down there to see my, then, boyfriend and all of my other friends and walking 20 miles was more than obviously out of the question. So I would take the bus.
Public transportation is something of which I strongly support since it helps reduce pollution and assists poor struggling students get to and from school, or other places of the sort, but, it also helps anyone with $2.50 travel anywhere in Utah and Salt Lake county for 3 hours. Weirdos ride the bus, and that is a stereotype that is almost universal. Utah has its own special breed of loveable freaks, but freaks nonetheless, also a lot of meth addicts. On my way to Payson one time an overly friendly middle-aged man mentioned how amazing it was that I could get my eyes to match the coat I was wearing. That seems like a normal compliment but it wasn't, he legitimately thought that I could change my irises to match the color of my coat, not like my make up or anything. I, of course, said thank you very much for that nice words and carried on playing Fruit Ninja. He, on the other hand, was not ready to stop telling me about my chameleon eye color. This continued for about 3 minutes with me staring and chuckling nervously, but he eventually got off the bus. The driver apologized for how awkward that was, I giggled and accepted the apology and proceeded to my bus stop. This was the least weird of my experiences.
On another journey to payson I was sitting behind a boy not much older than me and I made a comment on his gaming laptop. He was obviously shy and sat in his seat. While we are driving through BYU campus I hear a cell phone take a picture. I looked up in the direction of the click, saw nothing, and then carried on staring out the window. I heard the noise again, so I looked up again. The awkward boy was turned towards me taking a pictures of me through the space between the seat and the window. Weirded out slightly I ignored the social skill deficiency he had and started to write down some blog material. I heard it again, this time the camera phone was above the head of the seat taking yet another picture of me. Officially creeped out I scoffed and said, in a very dry tone,"Really?" After that, he started taking pictures of every cemetery we passed. This was the first 15 minutes of the hour and a half it takes so get down there, and my stop was second to last, his was the very last. I have never been so incapacitated to speak in my entire existance, and once I got off that bus I sprinted to my friends house. That was the last time I rode the bus for quite some time, because getting pictures taken of you isn't normal bus behavior, surprisingly enough.
Public transportation is something of which I strongly support since it helps reduce pollution and assists poor struggling students get to and from school, or other places of the sort, but, it also helps anyone with $2.50 travel anywhere in Utah and Salt Lake county for 3 hours. Weirdos ride the bus, and that is a stereotype that is almost universal. Utah has its own special breed of loveable freaks, but freaks nonetheless, also a lot of meth addicts. On my way to Payson one time an overly friendly middle-aged man mentioned how amazing it was that I could get my eyes to match the coat I was wearing. That seems like a normal compliment but it wasn't, he legitimately thought that I could change my irises to match the color of my coat, not like my make up or anything. I, of course, said thank you very much for that nice words and carried on playing Fruit Ninja. He, on the other hand, was not ready to stop telling me about my chameleon eye color. This continued for about 3 minutes with me staring and chuckling nervously, but he eventually got off the bus. The driver apologized for how awkward that was, I giggled and accepted the apology and proceeded to my bus stop. This was the least weird of my experiences.
On another journey to payson I was sitting behind a boy not much older than me and I made a comment on his gaming laptop. He was obviously shy and sat in his seat. While we are driving through BYU campus I hear a cell phone take a picture. I looked up in the direction of the click, saw nothing, and then carried on staring out the window. I heard the noise again, so I looked up again. The awkward boy was turned towards me taking a pictures of me through the space between the seat and the window. Weirded out slightly I ignored the social skill deficiency he had and started to write down some blog material. I heard it again, this time the camera phone was above the head of the seat taking yet another picture of me. Officially creeped out I scoffed and said, in a very dry tone,"Really?" After that, he started taking pictures of every cemetery we passed. This was the first 15 minutes of the hour and a half it takes so get down there, and my stop was second to last, his was the very last. I have never been so incapacitated to speak in my entire existance, and once I got off that bus I sprinted to my friends house. That was the last time I rode the bus for quite some time, because getting pictures taken of you isn't normal bus behavior, surprisingly enough.
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